Eggyolk's Rhapsodic Dreamland

Sunday, November 25, 2007 Sunday, November 25, 2007

u've sacrificed almost half of ur life,perhaps, whole.
please forgive me for my absence.
Sorry, I m unable to turn up to meet u one last time, to give u a farewell call, to say good-bye one last time,really sorry,I m living in life of reality...
My heart, my soul, are right here, today, together with them, with you, attending and accompanying to string along with, all the way ,until ur final destination,until everything is mantled and covered under the earth...

hold on, grandma, u cant forget us, cant forget the days and the times, that we are having joy and fun,also laughter...Do u still remember the moment, laughing and smiling broadly, giving away the red packets to us after the reunion dinner?Do u still remember the night that we are having nicely prepared and cooked dinner in my home?
The barriers, difficulties, predicaments, suffer, pain, all of ur unpleasant memories, can be eliminated, be ignored and be forgotten.
But not the former one, ok? promise?
Let me sing a song for u, virtually....
当我们同在一起，在一起，在一起...
当我们同在一起，其快乐无比.....

*bowing
I, as a grandson, hereby present you with my sincere blessings,
benedictions and regards.
May god takes and holds your hand, all the way to His paradie.
Remember take good care of yourself on the journey, I wish you a good and pleasant journey...
You're going to be incorporated in happier and more barrier-free life, no more tears and difficulties, no chronic pain and illness anymore, in eternity and perpetuity...

After the funeral procession, the corporeal ones are mantled and covered over...
but our memories and your laughing face are waving and fluttering in the sky....
Last time, hereby, saying Goodbye to you, there will no Bye anymore...

GoodBye....

as said by Patrick Ting

Friday, November 23, 2007 Friday, November 23, 2007

um..
tired of and fed up studying...
really tired.
just for this moment only, maybe after tonight I will be energetic again
coz tomorrow i will have my 1st paper~!!
GO~!!! =)
em..guess is not tirednesss..
perhapss..laziness?? hahaha~
ya..i am lazy now..and sleepy now..
will I fall asleep after blog posting?
unpredictable~but I would like to do that...lol
sigh*
still thinking of that affair.
Is everything fine there?
today's Friday, tomorrow's Saturday, that's undeniable.
After tomorrow, which is Sunday, the day after tomorrow, Could I deny that she is not mantled?
Perhaps, I should start to persuade myself, that, after tomorrow, there's no face-to-face meeting with her in person anymore....

=)

good night,
Still, must study hard ya~ * )

as said by Patrick Ting

Thursday, November 22, 2007 Thursday, November 22, 2007

21/11/2007 Around 9:35pm
Received a msg from my younger bro, Nicholas, saying that, grandma had passed away already.

that's two days before my first paper...

went to bed at 11:05pm
couldnt fell asleep
until 1am sth....
I didnt sleep well last night
I couldnt study hard last night
coz in my mind, till now, i keep on thinking of...going home...
y I had accepted the contract in the first place?
just bcoz of that scholarship, i have to leave away from my home and my family...
I know why I've chosen that path..
em...could I just breach the contract?then going home, doing my accountancy there..
em...if that was the case,guess my dreams havent been realized, yet I would have add more disasterous matters on family...emm...that's not what i desire..
but i really want to go home desperately, just..please let me meet her once last time before everything is laid over...is mantled,once it's..she is really really away from me from us forever and ever..in eternity...

I am now an grand-orphan..
my dad is now an orphan, so as my mum...
I would not have the opportunity to do purchase of grocery and of daily equipments say toilet paper, toothpastes, detergent and whatsoever, for my grandma...
I used to go to her house, to clean up her excretment after my piano lesson every week..
emmm.....guess that's not going to happen again anymore..
won't.that's true.I know...........

"u've sacrificed for me, left heart prints of ur love...."
u r the heroin of our lives.
turned their tears into comfort
leaded them to sleep well and soundly...
no matter where u r, though u've lost ur memory
please bear in mind that, the only thing u cant forget,
that is,we r always staying nearby u whnever u r in need
we will always remember you...
recall the memory we have in common
recapture the moment we r together, yes, it's 'we are..' instead of ' we were..' coz everything will still remain...will still carry on.it wont go into the treshold of past and history..

21/11/2007 grandma...goodbye forever..
loving.

knowing and realising how the life in reality looks like,
smilling with my swollen eyes, =)
patrick

as said by Patrick Ting

Monday, November 19, 2007 Monday, November 19, 2007

arrghh,*hurt,what happens to both my left and right knees..
pain is infecting!!!~~
hmmm,i still need to dance, still want to dance, please, don't take it away from me~~
please....
perhaps, many parts of my body, say neck, shoulders, leg...emm..are not really in good condition as compared to the days when I didnt dance.haiz** sad sad sob sob.so please God~I still want to carry on dancing, it's one of my little dreams.
that aside,woo~
Had been studying in chinese library from morning till late in the afternoon.
I didnt sleep~!!!yeah~~!!that's great~!!!
wwooo....however,damn stupid la, ate too much, that excessive amount of dinner tonight makes me unable to concentrate on my study tonight, my mind goes into idle fancy again...
emmm,thinking of what i am going to do when I am in my hometown,after exams..
emmm,nicholas will pass me his old hp for me to use as the one i am using is super super old already.
emmm,then using that hp to take pictures of my nephew, jonathan....
with donuts in the airport...
thinking of the days after coming back to Singapore, the days dance with babies and peeps
....
arrggh~~stop stop~~!!
really cant study tonight, better go to bed now..
yeap, going to brush and wash my face now..
good night ya.
=)

as said by Patrick Ting

Saturday, November 17, 2007 Saturday, November 17, 2007

woo~i always feel damn high when mugging in the library
though emm...there's only silence but then...
emmm..u know...the feeling of High...is so secretly and is so silently
...kind of getting high in my mind, imagination, emm...and...ya,my sole~!!!

so,am i going to mug in the library from this coming Monday, all the way until my exams end?!
emmm...perhaps.
really feel damn high high high especially found myself in fact have been mugging almost whole day in the library!
i m so proud of myself~~!!!
i m a hardworking child~yeah,dad and mum~!!! =)
lolx.
Study is an exercise requires much energy!!! and calory!!!!
definitely feeling exhausted and hungry after have been studying for hours~!!!
like just now, i ate one bowl of mee hoon soup with some slices of fish
after that,add on....emmm...one coconut and one coffee butter bread...
some more some more...one banana cake and one blueberry cake(they are small,both are in mini size,emm...not really satisfied...) =]''
then now...
I m feeling sleepy....
though it's only 9pm sth...

Yo!!!!
keep awakE~!!
jia you
good luck~~

as said by Patrick Ting

Friday, November 16, 2007 Friday, November 16, 2007

after today
there are no more official lectures and tutorial classess....
emm..this semester is going to end soon...
exams are around the corner so so so ...so so ....
must study hard ya*mug mug mug
Concentration!!
No Idle fancy!!That's bad and may cause failure in your studies!!
got it~?!
so let's go !!!
fight for the exams!!!
=)
kambade!
jia you!!
muakksss~textbooks , readings and exams!!

as said by Patrick Ting

Thursday, November 15, 2007 Thursday, November 15, 2007

emmm...i woke up at 5am this morning~surprised? (normal~)
haha, it's ok, coz i slept quite early last nite, probably around 11pm sth, surprised again?
in fact that's my ideal way of life, which is going to bed early in the night and wake up early in the morning,emm,does it really sounds like a life of an old man, going to bed very early in the night and waking up very early in the morning to play tai chi ?
emm...at least i dont think so.lolx.
ooopss...in fact i went to run the track at 625om.(it's essentially and ultimately different from tai chi, ok!? )
[was having class from 9am-2pm----normal session, nth is chilling at all]
yeah~the weather was fine in the evening~i went swimming`(that's why this post is entitled a sporty day~*) but actually i didnt swim for many hours, in fact, i only swam for half an hour~haha,approximately 8laps(from one edge to the another one and then from the another one to the initial edge, is counted as one lap; that means, in other words, i swam for 16laps...do i make myself clear?)emmmm....guess i will sleep damn well tonight!
wow~here comes my dinner and desserts~too bad I dont have a camera with me so i couldnt take down the picture of my dinner and desserts tonight.
actually there was nothing special for my dinner.
that, my desserts~!!!!!was awesome~~~invigorating~~!!i had some brownies and puff~!!!!!
really really nice~!!!Satisfied~!!!!!!!*
wow~let's groove tonighte~
=)

ok~going to mug now~
jia you

as said by Patrick Ting

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 Tuesday, November 13, 2007

They sang really great just now...
Thanks for performing.

emm...
singing.....

a piano
a guitar...
emm...
of course with a pianist and guitarist...

they have nice voices.
sweet*

emmm...(admiring*)
=)
One day,hopefully,I will be the one also in front of the audience to sing
Anyway,it's time for mugging**
Have a nice dream later ya.
Good night.

as said by Patrick Ting

Monday, November 12, 2007 Monday, November 12, 2007

have been stop posting for a year.
let me recall what I've in my blog...argh~`those 'poems' + 'short proses' which are quite disgusting and boring,i mean,i feel that now~
wonder where I got those imagination and inspiration from.=.= maybe I should stop posting stuff like that.

wow,my blog is now going to be bustling and boisterous with my trifle,hopefully.i guess?=.="
starting to feel great passion to blog.
anyway,
this sem is going to end soon and my last term paper is finally completed~yeaH
oh ya last night i dreamt that I scored 25marks(over 25marks) for my philosophy paper and 15marks(over 15marks) for my philosophy blog posts and comments also~
wow~!!!!!that's really great right?!!!
however I know it's impossible!but at least when I recall that it makes me smile,it's really ridiculous.....heeeheeee.....=)

(raining heavily and it's thundering~better shut down my notebook right now =] )

as said by Patrick Ting

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